no day but today

Man o man. My posting on this blog has sky rocketed lol.

Anyway, one of my friends from high school has cancer.... and was told that he has three weeks to live.

SCARY!

How terrifying is that? I mean we never really think about that kind of thing because we are so young. But to have someone tell you how much time you have left....heart breaking.

It's just not right, we are young....we shouldn't have to deal with this....there is so much life to live you know?

It really reminds me of this line from the movie "courageous"  It was something along this line: are you going to bitter about the time you don't have, or thankful for the time you had to spend together.

I just really feel helpless.
-Hot Donna

What to do in a small town

Currently I'm back in my home town for spring break.  OF COURSE it's a super small town and there are limited things to do...   I just wanted to make a lil list so ya'll understand what I'm doing with my break.

• Watch TV.  For real, like every night I'm watching the "popular" TV shows. Tonight for example my mom told me we will be watching the voice haha. I watch a lot of  TV
• Listen to my sister practice her Beauty and the Beast part.  It's bringing back good memories.
• Sit on the computer.  Whenever I am at home, i spend basically all time I'm not eating on my computer.
• Applying for internships.  Must. Focus. On. Future
• Eat.  I eat so much at home.
• Go out with my mom and her hens to eat.   More eating.
• Talk on the phone.  James is kind enough to talk to me on the phone once and a while :P
• Around the House projects. For example yesterday we worked on the bathroom.

• Hang out with pals. (that happened once) 

This is what I'm doing over break.  Living the high life.
-Hot Donna

KONY?

So this Kony 2012 business...   at first I was all like OMGOSH EVERYONE WATCH THIS VIDEO.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=Y4MnpzG5Sqc

Then I see this post my friend posted about how they are all frauds and yadda yadda
http://visiblechildren.tumblr.com/

At this point. I have absolutely no idea who's correct. It shouldn't shock me. Someone is getting serious viral attention and other people are criticizing it. It's our world. It's about politics.

I just don't know who to believe.

 And that's what scary, someone is trolling and I wanna know who.

Am I really so weak minded that I can't see what's really going on here?

-Hot Donna

I think we are all too wrapped up in our own shit....... that we don't see the pain that's right in front of us.

Like me for example....I wonder how many people's pain has gone unnoticed because I was so worried about my roommates feelings toward me? There are bigger problems in the world.

Throwing a pity party
-Hot Donna

JW-thanks for asking me about me.

Dude. I hate when there is a group of people talking....and like everyone is struggling to be the person talking....

It's yucky

I just stop talking in those situations because it's frustrating.

I am just tired of competing with people to talk....If you wanna hear what I'm saying than you'll listen you know?

Maybe it's something we all should think about when we are talking with a group; make sure we are listening to all and not cutting each other off.....

Honestly, it gets tiresome.
-Hot Donna

Here comes the fire.

You know what makes me upset. Laziness.

If  you are given a job to do, and are getting paid to do it. DO IT! It's completely stupid for you do to no work and get the same recognition as everyone else in the group.

Step down if you aren't wanting to do anything anymore.Or have other things you would rather do. Make room for people who still have passion for what we do.

Sort our your priorities
-Hot Donna

yo

I want to do

irrational      things and never have to worry about being responsible.

For once, I want people to pick up my mess.