Long saturdays

I really am ready for school to be over.

Today. I sat on the computer all day... writing a paper. of course that comes with being on facebook and pintrest and tumblr and whatever else I did.. But i will tell you that I'm really excited for the days when I don't need to do that because I can knit something or watch tv.

Yeah I could do that now... but there is always that looming ghost of your homework that needs to be done.

Basically, I would like winter break to be here.

Friends are getting married!?

I really hope that I can get back into blogging. 

Anyway, I've recently been asked to be a Maid of Honor in a wedding... WOAH crazy?! One of my closest friends is getting married?  Five years ago I never thought that would be happening, but I think it will be a pretty cool experience. I have been looking at somethings that MOHs are actually responsible for and it seems to be this.

1. Help the bride..... all the time.

2. Communicate with bridesmaids

3. Plan a rocking bachelorette party.

4. Help the bride some more.

I'm wondering how crazy this is going to be. haha Well we are in for an interesting ride.

CLASS

So I have to start another blog for class.... I know I know... I haven't posted on this in a while and i'm really sorry about that...

I love you all if you actually still read this...

http://fmfoodblog.wordpress.com/

:)

-Hot Donna

I need a reality check.

...Well, tonight I have made a fool of myself.

I have completely expressed my emotionalness...and i can't take it back...

I don't know if it's worse being ignored..or waiting for them to wake up.

I feel bad. I hate that I need to have constant words of hope. Affermation.

What a silly girl I have become.

Hardest week of my life.

This sucks. Why do I need to go through this?

Yes it could be a lot worse.  I know that. But this sucks too.  I'm trying to see the positive...but it's really hard at two in the morning.

chicken or the egg

Man have things turned around. I originally started a tumblr so that nobody would read my private thoughts, then friends got tumblr and I just posted less and less of my original thoughts....how wack is that? Now It's gotten to the point where nobody reads my blogger anymore haha. Actually I think that is for the best.

Summer is rough. We are like three weeks in and i'm struggling. I just feel like i'm running around like a chicken with my head cut off. I don't really know what's wrong, and I don't really know how to fix it....or know if I want too..

It's really interesting. I miss James. Tons. I also realized that he was kinda my only friend lol. My mom says that that is what happens. And I know that she is telling the truth, but then when they are gone...you are left with the internet.

I mean he is still there, like he still talks to me. but i mean he is busy with work and stuff....like i wish I was. Man. I need more things to do. Or something to keep me distracted. I just need to start playing guitar more. yes. I think that's true.  So I can practice my song I want to play for boyf in june.

a 17

well I officially failed at the blogging everyday in April challenge. Lame. I think it's because I started a different blog. I got involved with tumblr. *gasp* I know it's terrible. But I have put some cool stuff on there.

Warning: lovey-dovy, and probably dirty too.

I think I'm putting thing on here mostly for Abby. I think she's my biggest fan that doesn't already know about it. (Kaity is still my biggest fan :P) So ya Abby, if you wanna read my tumblr let me know and i'll hook you up with the link :P

a9

Hey so it's 12 am and I missed the window of the day...so I hope that because I haven't gone to bed yet it still counts as the 9th.

Today I ran around for an hour and one half to hang up posters for my event.

YUCK

It's not so difficult, it's just lonely doing it by yourself. You'd be surprised how many people don't let you hang up fundraiser posters. A lot of chain franchises. 

Guess what I did. I hung up the one I designed... hehehe. All colored and beautiful. I was proud to see them actually getting displayed somewhere other than my computer.

Boo I just realized that I missed one yesterday... Crap.. Can I get it off because it was Easter? haha Maybe. Oh well. I'll just make this one really worth it.

Boyf came home with me over break. It was so much fun. I got to show him all the sites of cton. haha we watched a lot of baseball, and watched a lot of tv but it was really cool to be hanging out all the time. 

When we went to church on sunday, My mom told him he was a good singer haha. I was like SEE I"M NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT THINKS THAT :P   I was glad mom said that, because he really is a good singer.

Tomorrow is my interview with the Y. Hope that works out. haha we shall see I guess.

I don't want summer to come

-HD