Howdy Y'all.
This weekend I did absolutely nothing productive haha. Wait I washed my clothes..YAY clean shirts.
Other than that, just a lot of bumming around and watching DVDs.
I have been doing a lot of random thinking. Something I have wondered is what is the appropriate time to text someone? Like, if you text them past a certain time does this mean anything? It's got too, it's kinda like "I am thinking about you at this hour, and decided to kind of let you know by texting you." Weirdness. I heard once that if you are texting someone for notes you should do it during "business hours" because if you text them at noon and say "hey lets meet up so I can grab the notes....is entirely different then say at like midnight texting someone that...Interesting thought. I don't remember where I heard this...I also messed up the wording a bit I am sure.
Jealousy is a terrible thing. You know? Honestly it is. It turns you into a crazy freak. I speak from experience I suppose haha. I hate it. Unfortunately I seem to become jealous of things very easily. It's sad, I am trying to get over this. yes, I am jealous.
Why are people flattered if you are jealous of something. I have always wondered.... For example, hey I'm jealous of this shirt you have....Then the owner of the shirt gets an odd sense of pleasure that they have something you want? Why? I feel it's really weird.
I have accepted that it is in my nature to freak out about things. I hate this. All girls do it, I know, but why? It is because we feel vulnerable? So it has to do with being self conscious? but why? Maybe it's our need to never have anyone be upset with us. This becomes so overwhelming that you then apologize so much that people feel it starts to lose it's meaning? I'll never understand. If you are always sorry, people feel your not sincere. But if you are never sorry, people think you are a stuck up snob? Where is the middle? Is there a middle?
Things to think about.
Green with envy,
Hot Donna.
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