Running

So I was chatting with a friend about this book study I have been going too.

Man, he just knows what he believes, it's really something to admire. Don't get me wrong, I think it's totally great...but it really made me want to run away. I just want to escape all of it. People with their strong opinions make me feel like I don't know what I think...not that they try too. It definitely happens tho.

What would it be like to run away and no longer have any worries or cares?

Is that what it's like to be married....you just run away from the world.... and then deal with life as it comes?

Anyway my friend said some pretty beautiful stuff... like when I asked him if he was scared of dying he just shrugged it off... I couldn't believe it... I am totally scared of death. And then he said this  "It's just like going home"  --- I thought it was beautiful.

We also talked about how much has changed in the last four years and it's really true. We have all grown into very different people. Some of us will run off to do missionary work. Others are going to more school, or even getting married...

It's just really odd to think about how this time in our lives is almost over...