So I'm starting to feel a bit overwhelmed. It's almost spring break, and I have a lot of things to get through before I can relax on the beach. It is going to be a busy week I believe. I'm off to a good start thought I think, I started and have almost finished one study guide. (win!)
You know what bothers me? People assuming they know how I'm going to act. Let me tell you why, when said person does this I believe this is what is expected of me and I can't break out of this mold they have put me in. Call it weak minded or whatever, but it's something that I struggle with apparently. I'm trying to break out of this but it's hard when it's people who are suppose to know you the best. Ya know?
I just think it's all stupid. Why are we trying to guess how people act anyway. Unless you have known me all my life, I really don't think you can know me 100%. Seriously, Let me be me. Don't try to say who I am, because maybe I'm trying to break out of that. Or maybe I am embarrassed.
Aladdin is the best movie in the world. I love it so much. I really want to watch it. I don't know when that will happen. I have way to much crap to do. I must make time for this before Friday. I MUST!
Spring Break is close at hand, which is exciting because I'm going to Florida, but it's also sad because that means it's almost the end of the semester which means I have to say goodbye to my friends.. :( WAHHH
I will deal. It's only a week right? Right.
Do you ever wonder about what you could be doing if you didn't have a computer, or a TV, or video games.... For example. I just sat at my desk for the last 3 hours doing that study guide...did I have facebook up the entire time...well of course. It's kinda ridiculous. We could be out building relationships, or reading, or finding a cure for the cold. Saving houses from the river, take your pick.
I'm realizing that it is super hard for me to stop apologizing. I hate this. I must make it stop.
Sick and tired of taking the blame
-Hot Donna.
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