I complain a lot.
It's something that I realize is a problem. Why do have a bad attitude about everything? I want to be thankful about all the new opportunities being presented in my life, but something inside me is just evil and nasty. Wanting to be lazy, or being unhappy if it doesn't go my way. I have been that way for a long time. It's sad, I know that I am so blessed to be having all these chances, but for some reason I'm just a crab about everything.
Maybe I'm just becoming more vocal about everything. MAYBE I just expect everyone to cater to what i want. (not exactly true) It's probably because I rely so much on other people to make me happy. NOT GOOD.
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I am an official lifeguard now. That's pretty exciting. Today when we were canoeing down the river, I got to be a lifeguard. Man, it was a pretty sweet feeling, I felt pretty empowered and all that jazz. It was a good time. It proved to be really difficult though, because halfway through my arms and body was just SUPER tired. Probably comes from two days in a row of hard swimming/water activities.
And you dared to stare right back
-Hot Donna
I think when you become content with your life, what you have been searching for seems to come to you. Sometimes we spend so much time searching for what we think we want that we never "see" what is right in front of us. God has a plan for you. Be patient, it will be revealed in his time. You are the only one who can make yourself happy.
ReplyDeleteHappiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light. Albus Dumbledore
ReplyDeleteLife is what you make it! Yay Lifeguard!
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