If you want to call me baby, just go ahead now.

I wish  my life was more adventurous. Don't get me wrong, I am very thankful for the life I have. Sometimes I just wish that it wasn't so predictable. 

Get up.

Go to school. 

Go to work.

Come home. 

Go to bed.

It's just lame. College is suppose to be the time in our lives where we stay up until 4 on a Monday night just because we can. Or we make random late-night food runs because we are craving Cheetos. Where we run around in the rain and get soaked because we want to kiss in it, or because we love splashing in puddles. Nobody worried about being cold or getting sick, just worried about not having fun.

I always think about living my life to the fullest. We are so lucky to live where we do, that how can we do anything less? 

I'm going to be super honest. I am absolutely terrified for what is going to happen to me after college. I have no idea what the plan is, or if I will even know anybody when I go there. I try not to think about it.

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This year I have started this new thing called dating. Laugh if you want, but I am totally a noob. I used to feel super bad about it, but now I've just accepted that I would rather ask than assume I know and look like a fool. hahahaha. 

I have learned to embrace my lack of knowledge. haha.

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Today I saw this old couple, they were like 80 years olds, they were walking around and holding hands. It was so adorable. I was thinking about that when I was driving home. I wondered if when old people do that, if they realize how cute it is. Do you think they think things like "haha everyone wishes to be like this when they are this age?" It's probably totally freeing because they don't have to worry about making people feel uncomfortable. Everyone loves seeing things like that because it is so adorable.  I want that for my life.

This is me.

-Hot Donna