Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but Ooh I'd die to find out

What makes someone afraid to be vulnerable? Something I was thinking about after lunch. I don't understand, if it's a lack of trust or if it's some kind of problem within. Maybe I'm not meant to understand. I guess I have to be OK with that.

Another thing I noticed, when you stop making special efforts to talk to someone, it is so easy to lose track of them. You just go about your daily business and if your schedules conflict....it's SO easy to just stop seeing them. It's really a depressing thought. I went so far to think like, "If it wasn't for this one random situation where we met, I would have gone throughout college not knowing this person at all." Makes me want to cry. I guess it's good that someone has got a bigger plan and wanted you to meet them right?

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My heart breaks because little children are so mean. Teasing each other, and just being rude. Crazily, I thought that somehow I could shield them from all the pain I went through when I was growing up. Guess not. It breaks my heart just seeing kids laughing at others because they are a little bit different, or because they are being who they are. I think that's why people are scared to show their real personality. When they were little they were just broken down by the evil girls in their grade school. 

I made it my personal goal to secretly boost all the girls self esteem. I made this my little project as of yesterday. So long I have dealt with self consciousness, and I think that just some person they know saying "Hey you look so cute today",  will make a world of difference.

The other day i was also thinking about how girls love to feel pretty and feel like a princess. I just see little girls get picked up by their dads and for some reason I just thought of those girls being little princesses and just being loved on by their dads. Makes me miss my dad. Yay, A male that a girl can actually rely on.   hahaha Oh that just reminded me of that quote in grease where frenchy I think says "The only man a girl can rely on is her daddy."
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-Hot Donna