I went to the river yesterday. I really enjoyed it. I find that whenever I'm near a body of water, I just feel really calm. To just sit and just be. It gives me time to think about life and to escape from my "world" I suppose. I think that's another reason I like camp so much, every night is spent by a lake. I guess that means I need a beach house when I get older, so that I can walk out my back porch and be at the ocean.
Another thing that is easier about being a guy is the fact that you can go anywhere. When ladies wander around alone, they feel scared that someone will hurt them. This sucks, because I want to go and just sit next to the water. Obviously, I'm not going to force someone to come and watch me sit by the river. So it's just kinda lame. If I was a dude, I wouldn't have to worry about being attacked as much.
I'm going home this weekend. I am very excited about this. I think it will be good for me to get away from Moorhead. I love it here, but it's always good to get away right? It makes you realize how much you have. Kind of like that saying "you don't realize what you have until it's gone."
Why do we always talk about relationships? I am guilty of doing this too, but I don't understand the need for it. It's not like talking about it brings one around, or creates feelings. It really just gives you an excuse to over analyze everything in your life. How do you teach yourself to stop over thinking things? That's what I have been trying to figure out. Call me the queen of over thinking.
My Heart Hurts.
-Hot Donna
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