Bitch please

So this is what pisses me off. Pity parties.  When people throw pity parties for themselves....hey you are going through a stressful time, ya I get that. It's hard to deal with stuff sometimes. Start a journal. Tell a trusted friend. DO SOMETHING. Letting it all bottle up inside of you is a terrible idea.

Not only will it give you a twisted outlook on your life, but maybe it won't let you realize how lucky you are.

We live in America. ya this place is full of capitalist pigs, fake politicians but you are free to do whatever you want (basically)  As a woman, I'm glad that we aren't treated as horrible as women are in other countries. Even if I have to take the occasional "Make me a sandwich," it's definitely not as bad as getting married and then becoming a slave. 

I'm not trying to be all high and mighty, because we all do this. I just want to express my feelings.

-Hot Donna

I can't stand Criss Angel

I just think he is a total phony.....

my guitly pleasure tv show.......The newlywed show. :D

It's a game show for people that are ...newly wed haha

They talk about thing that....newlyweds do :P  *Blush Blush* But I like it.

And the couples try to match there answers. Like the wife/ and hubby try to match. I like it. haha.

-Hot Donna

TV!!!

Today's lil blogy blog is Fav TV show with awesome soundtrack.

That 70s show. Everyone know the iconic opening song  

"HANGING OUT......."

Anyway, they listen to lots of rocking 70s music, so I guess that's pretty sweet. I don't really know of any other TV shows with sweet sound tracks....Besides survivor :P

I think I am going to watch Pocahontas tomorrow.
-Hot Donna

There is no way you can stop

My favorite movie character....hmmm

Deewy Finn in School of Rock.  That character is hilarious.haha He goes to school and gets away with teaching them how to be a band for like a month haha That's awesome. He is one of my fav characters.

Blogs are getting really short :S
-Hot Donna

My favorite movie

...by my favorite Actor.

Lately I have been noticing that I say "I love Jude Law" a lot. SO I will go with him as my favorite actor. 

My Fav movie that he is in is definitely Sherlock Homes (The first one) I haven't seen the second one yet. hopefully I will see that when I go back to the FM area. but yes, I think he is nice to look at and fairly decent at acting haha.

-Hot Donna

Survivor Tonight.

Sophie better win!


If it's Ozzy or Coach, I will be seriously disappointed.

So....I hate break. I am just sitting here thinking. DANGEROUS

Of course me being me, I worry about everything, and my over-anaylizing just ruins everything.

I NEED SOMETHING TO DO.

I am dying here.   

I"M TRAPPED INSIDE MY OWN MIND

Favorite movie...

...is Aladdin :)

I love this movie. It's a Disney classic, with love and magic carpets. It's an amazing tale of how a street rat can be loved by the richest woman around. :D

I don't really have a whole bunch to say about this. Oh I know.

Things I look for in a movie

• Adventrue
• Plot line.....does it exsist?
• Explosions
• Non-cheesy love story
• Is it based of a book I've read?

I don't really care who is in it that much....but sometimes it's nice to know.

Well now I want to go to the movies.... :)

-Hot Donna

My favorite book character....

....definitely Hermione from Harry Potter.

She's super smart and loves learning. I think that's really admirable. I wish I could be like that, spending hours just reading random books AND remembering everything that I read. Amazing.

Another reason she is my favorite is because she is so strong. Fighting evil wizards that have tried to kill you several times....psshh that's nothing for her. She may be afraid but she fights for that greater good.

She's loyal. She keeps her word when she promises to help Harry. Even When Ron leaves (the love of her life) she stays to help, because she's strong and you can count on her.

In the books she has bushy hair and isn't a total babe, like she is in the movies. Maybe that's another reason why I like her. She's not perfect, she has big teeth, but a beautiful heart.

-Hot Donna

I feel bad....

...I have kind of lost all motivation to blog. At least on this blog, I don't know...maybe it's because I didn't really get to blog over the summer, who knows. It could be because I don't really have any passionate feelings anymore. That's much more likely, because I don't really hang out with people that piss me off anymore haha.

That's lovely. 

I have noticed that I don't really like hanging out with huge groups of people. It's like overwhelming, Which convo do I listen too? How loud do I have to scream in order for them to listen to my opinion? That's the life of my friends....who talks the loudest. Not to say that if your crying they won't listen to you, because they definitely would.  I guess some people just don't listen all the time. It's really to bad. 

I'm such a huge listening freak, as you know if you read this blog. I mean, it just shows people how much you value them. People love to feel like you care what they have to say. (Proven by the fact that I always talk about this, because I feel this way)

Anyway I am going to do another challenge thing, 

My favorite book in the whole world is Harry Potter. Filled with great adventures, great lessons, and a magical world you can escape to. The plot is great, he defeats Voldy because of love? BOOM! That's wonderful. ya they do witchcraft....but that's not the main focus. This is a story about a boy who had all the odds stacked against him, but came through in the end. It's a wonderful tale.

Just remember to turn on the light

-Hot Donna

Goals

5 Things you would like to do before you die.

1.Kiss in the rain......yes yes cheesy girl want. I don't care. I think it would be super cute :D
2. Ride on top of a double decker bus....in London
3. Go to the Olympics (and watch all the events, not participate)
4. Attend a Broadway Play
5. Market for the Minnesota Twins :D

more daily Challenge

Four of your favorite memories.

1. Definitely when Dad and I were butterfly catching when I was little. We were in the backyard of our old house and it was nice. My long hair was flowing in the wind. It was great, warm, summertime.

2. Graduation. I wanted to leave that tortuous place. I was so happy to get out. Plus my closing speech was THE BOMB and left everyone laughing.

3. Here is something lame. First time at target field. It's so lovely there. PLUS the Twins actually won that day :D (obviously, it was because they knew i was there)

4. the first time I went blotting was pretty special. I can't tell you what it is....You will just have to come along next time :P

-Hot Donna

yay for daily Challenge

Three of your favorite songs ever


Be My Escape - Relient K

 

Man in the Mirror- Michael Jackson

   

And this is really tough. I love so much music.... But this is definitely a good one :D

Cover Your Eyes- Children 18:3

Long live the King

Today's Challenge question is 2 people you want to be with right now.

WELL I must say Andi W is one for sure. She started to chat with me on FB this morning and then I had to go to class. I haven't seen this girl in a long time, and she is so awesome. She's nice, and has a true heart for the Lord. I admire her a lot. I wish we spent more time together.

Another Person is Hannah from camp. I like her because she does messed up things, just like me. She is very chill and calming. She doesn't judge, and I appreciate that. We have a good time together.

Both of these women are lovely ladies. I am blessed they are in my life.
-Hot Donna

Edge of Glory

I just like doing these challenge's hahahaha. 

Anyway today's question is one thing you want right now.

For all of my homework to be done. If it was all done then I could just coast through the next two weeks. But, alas....that will not happen. But that is something i want... Also. I wish I had better thing to drink here haha. I don't want to drink all my juice and I'm getting sick of water.  

ROUGH LIFE!

haha I know my life isn't really that hard.

-Hot Donna

i just can't stop loving you

So I guess it's just a matter of time before there is lots of snow everywhere.  I don't really mind snow, sometimes when it is gently falling, it's kinda pretty. What I don't like about winter is Ice all over the road. it makes lots of people really terrible drivers.

I love Michael Jackson. I know that I talk about this often, but I'm watching "this is it" his movie about his concert that never happened because he died. It's so fabulous, just watching the behind the scenes was amazing. I can only imagine what the real show would have been like. AMAZING!

So let me hold you tight and share a killer-thriller!

-Hot Donna

.....I'm tried of people not listening.

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5 things you look for in a person/relationship.

Listen.  I notice if you like talking, and that's great if you do. I love talking. Something I specifically look for is if someone is listening. Because I love talking, I need someone to listen to me and I need to feel like they are hearing me out. Knowing that someone thinks what I have to say is important is so wonderful.   If you want to show someone you love them....LISTEN TO THEM

Humor  Every girl wants someone that can make her laugh. I am no different. Laughter is the best medicine. I just want someone who thinks I'm funny and can make me laugh as well. :)

Trust.  If I don't feel like I can trust you....then I probably don't want to be vulnerable around you.. I think that's pretty self-explanatory.

Acceptance.  I am weird. I ask a lot of weird questions. I have a desire to do a lot of weird things. Someone who will do these adventures with me and answer my noob questions is the BOMB :D

as far as relationships go I want to end up with someone who is my Best Friend. 

Well there you have it. Things I look for in people. I guess this isn't just for "relationships" it could be for all people.

Snow... it's everywhere

-Hot Donna

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Hi kids.

TOday is upload a pic of yourself from the past and one from today and say what you think....

Because I still think the internet is a scary place full of demons I am not going to post any pictures.

Anyway, I think that, like most people, I grew up pretty well. I mean it may not have been like Matthew Lewis, but I think I turned out pretty nicely haha.

Aside from my physical body....I'm really happy about who I have grown up to be. I like to think that I am a polite person. Someone that people can count on to get things done. I enjoy being thankful for little things and enjoying the little things.

I am super glad that I didn't grow up to be one of those girls that dyes her hair every day and puts people down to bring herself up. I am glad that now I hate twilight, and Harry Potter will forever be number 1.

Proud to be an AD Nerd

-Hot Donna.

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List everything you ate today

-Toast
-Water

what I plan to eat today
-Sandwhich
-more water
-something healthy without fat(thanks biolife_
-Chinese food?
-Junk after 3:10
-maybe a bagel.


this is a weird post haha.

I lost my flashdrive. It sucks because my entire portfolio was on there... ya ya"that's what you get for not backing it up.."   BOO. I was just thinking about doing that the day I lost it....So now I get the wonderful project of redoing all of that. ....Joy

Flashdrive...come home...please...
-Hot Donna.

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Tell us about you academically.

Well I am a terrible speller. It took me a lot longer than it should have to spell academically... I mean other than that I feel like I'm a good student. I always remember to do assignments (there was that ONE time) and I usually go to class.

I pay attention to what the prof is saying, and I try to limit my phone usage. I've been on the deans list every semester....and now it's snowing.....oh joy....It's really coming down...:S Good thing I don't have to work.

SNOW.

-Hot Donna

22

Write A letter to someone who means a lot to you.

Dear Dad.

Hi. I know that you probably won't read my blog. (If I know mom at all, she will tell you about it tho)

Anyway, I just want to thank you for being such a great father. Mom told me about those times when I was a babe in the hospital and you were freaking out cuz your baby was sick. I always appreciate how hard you work so that we can all be happy and eat and live in a house.  My favorite memory from my childhood is that one time at the old blue house when we went in the backyard and caught butterflies during your lunch-break. Simpler times, they were awesome.

Now that I'm away from home I find myself appreciating all you even more for all you did for sister and I when we were lil girls. I miss you a lot. I know we aren't a lovely dovey word family....and that's OK. I just want you to know that I love you a lot, and am glad you like watching baseball :P Thanks for bringing us to all those Twins games, even when I was a little girl and all the cheering scared me.

Thanks for treating us like princesses. So we know how we should be treated from men in the future.
-Hot Donna

Take me out to the ball game.

scale of one to ten how attractive are you?

hmmm...7

These questions are always weird. I mean I don't think anybody on this planet would say....Oh YES I am a 10. who knows maybe there is...Not me though. I don't think perfection is something you can obtain. Whatever, I still think that question is weird.

ohhhh so im officially done working!!! YAY that is exciting. I am really pumped to just sit and be for a while. I can take naps...I can spend time making my projects sweet. It will be fabulous. I don't have to stress out about that anymore....I am free of that place. WOOT

OK I'm going to biolife in like a half hour, and I'm kinda scared.....I know I know...Why are you scared? But I have to go by myself and I haven't done it before, and I am kinda convinced that I won't be able to do it. As my mom says though "Hey, it's worth a shot, at least you tried" Whatever, I know that I am freaking out for nothing haha ( that is kind of what normally happens)

I miss baseball season.....boooo its only been like 2 weeks...
-Hot Donna

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On a scale of 1-10 how happy are you today?

8.

Today is my last day of work so that is really exciting. I guess it's not a ten today because lunch sucked...I hate when people don't listen to me. It's just frustrating, I get that there are a lot of people there and it is hard sometimes to listen to everyone. BUT if I am clearly talking to someone and you just cut me off, then you are being a dick.  Ignore me once, fine....Ignore me and cut me off every time we are in a conversation together...you need to grow up little freshman.

Don't think you know everything about everything, because you probably don't.

I need to spend more time working on my projects....I want to work for the twins...I MUST keep my dream in focus.

-Hot Donna

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Someone you are jealous of and why.....

This might be very shallow of me, but I'm always jealous of my friend Marissa.  She is so lovely and ALWAYS looks fabulous. Her clothes are so cool, just like her.

She's truly beautiful on the inside and out.

I just really like her attitude about everything. She is really chill and is easy to be around. It makes people feel at ease when they are around her.

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I had an interview for this internship about two weeks ago. And I should find out if I got it any day now...So I am really nervous, because I want it so bad. I hope I didn't mess it up...It is what I want to do.

Gosh, I hate planning for the future. Would life really be so bad if I just worked at a job (not a career) for the rest of my life.....but then why did I go to college? To make something of myself, and now that I am....I'm scared. Man, life is pretty scary....

Just trying not to take life too seriously.
-Hot Donna.

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SO today is post a picture of the last time you went out and tell us what you did.

This is a pic from my bowling birthday bash. It was a triple awesome party. A bunch of friends went bowling and it was a lot of fun. I enjoy bowling, maybe it's my blood. haha I talk a lot bigger game than I have, but I was better than most people on my lane :P   Actually, only one person on my lane beat me. woo HOO! yeah he's pretty sweet.

It was a fabulous time, and I can't wait to go again. :D
-Hot Donna

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A quote you live by...

Well this is really hard. There are so many good quotes that I love.

This is the one I will share "Above all else guard your heart, for it affects everything you do." I think it's totally true. At least for me, being a female, I'm easily affected by things hahaha. 

So guarding your hard is protecting yourself from evilness in this world. Look out for yourself, because someone has too.....ya know? :D

I wear my heart on my sleeve...

-Hot Donna

16 (17)

....is a question I don't want to answer....SO onto 17 we go :P

Something you worry about a lot.

The future....and facing it alone. I know that it seems really silly, but I'm getting to the point where I am going to be done with college. What's next? It's scary thinking about what the next step should be. I mean, I have things that I want to happen, but what if that's not how it works out. And when college is over...I'm truly on my own. Out there living in the big city... It's scary.

Just trying to enjoy the present

-Hot Donna

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Tell us something you feel strongly about.

I feel strongly about weird things. I will talk about a few I guess haha.

First, I will defend Michael Jackson til the end. I don't care who thinks he hurt those boys and if he is a creeper. Anyone who is actually educated on his life will know that it's not true. MJ's father was a complete douche. He forced his boys to tour and make music. Michael was 6 (or 8 I don't remember) when they started Jackson 5, he had absolutely no childhood. Why do you think neverland ranch was full of things for children...because he wanted to experience those things. He was forced into the business at a young age, and that had effected him greatly.

"haha Durp, But he is white now... lol" --Here is the deal with that. He had a skin condition that caused his skin to have white patches. I don't know how many of you would want to walk around looking like you had poka-dots.

Can you honestly look me in the eyes and tell me that he didn't make breakthroughs in music? It was fabulous. Nobody will ever top thriller....EVER. It is amazing. He was an amazing performer, and cared so much about his music.

2 thing I feel really strongly about is listening to people. You want to show people your love for them, listen when they talk to you. There is no greater diss than to completely ignore what someone is saying. When people do that to me, it makes me feel like I'm not worth their time. It's so rude.

If you want to make the world a better place....take a look at yourself and make a change.

-Hot Donna

14

name one thing you are excited for.

Well..I'm pretty excited for thanksgiving break.

I get to go home and eat yummy food!!! YAY no KISE! And I can hang out with my family. It will be nice. I can sit around and watch tv all day. I will be able to sleep in my big bed! YES :D.

Plus a break from school always has it's perks :P

Stuffing is the best
-Hot Donna

13

A list of things you would like to achieve in 2011.

Well the year is almost over so I don't know how long the list will be.

• Get an A in all of my classes
• Get the interview at the FARGODOME.
• Biolife....
• Getting all of my Christmas presents done on time.
• Cleaning out my junk in my room....(It's messy)
• ooh I kinda want a Sudoku book.
• Ride on a giraffe
• not being afraid of feelings

 Some of these questions are kinda weird haha, I hope you still enjoy it. I kinda like it, gives me something to go off of ya know?

Maybe I should talk about my life actually....Well, I am quitting my job...*GASP* I know big step. I'm actually really excited though because I think it is what's best. Obviously, if you have been keeping up with my blog, I have been really angry lately. I believe that a lot of my anger stems from work. So ya, I'm sad that I will be leaving the kids and stuff, but I think it's time to more on.

I'm working on my ROAR

-Hot Donna


P.S. The spell check on this thing changed "fargodome" to "ragtime"....those words are  similar at all haha.

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3 things that irritate you about people.

1. Is when people don't listen. Seriously, shut up for 5 minutes and listen to what they are saying. Sure you can have your time to speak too, but seriously, if you are the only one contributing to the conversation that there is a problem.  Another aspect of that is when I'm telling a story to someone, and someone else jumps in and tells the story....ummm no. I was telling the story.

2. When I am placed in charge and the "Help" start telling me how it should be done. If you want to be in charge, you should volunteer....not help and then tell who is in charge what to do.

3. Finally, when people jump down my throat for saying something they don't agree with. Or when people act all high and mighty because they are always right. Let's all agree that we don't need to be exactly the same.

I ate way too much candy yesterday
-Hot Donna

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Tell us about the last person who hurt you...

Wow. Man this requires some thinking. Here is a lame, but honest answer.

Myself.

I know I know, what a lame answer, but really it's true. I have been working in a environment where i have been miserable. It has really taken a toll on my life. I have lost all patience with people, I seem to get angry about things really easily and I need time to breathe. I put so much effort into pleasing everyone else, that sometime I forget to worry about myself and my needs as well.

Maybe I'm a little selfish, but I am finally looking out for myself. Sometimes, you just have to do that type of thing.

I Like words that are italicized.

-Hot Donna

Be Bold.

5 Things you dislike about yourself/ want to change and why...

Here we go

Well One thing is I seem to be really quick to anger. At least lately, it's like all my patience has gone out the door. I want to change that because it seems like I take out my anger on other people, which is something I don't know want to know.

2. I feel like I'm afraid to take risks. I always talk about how I want to live my life to the fullest, but then when the moment comes....I bail. LAME

3. I'm scared to drive through the drive-through.... That needs to change.

4. I guess like every female I wish that I was in better shape/liked my body more.

5. I wish I prayed more.

I love murder mysteries :)

-Hot Donna

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Today's is "your current relationship status and how happy you are about it."

hahaha.

Well I'm in a relationship. It's pretty great, I like him a lot. Sorry to those of you who don't want to read about this but this is what the survey thing is telling me to do.

I am really blessed. He is my best friend...we do weird things like watch baseball together. Watch cars race under bridges....we are pretty weird.

Short answer, I am SO happy about it. :D

I tried not to gush to much haha

-Hot Donna

8

Today is "tell us about the last person to text you".

That person's name is Allison. She was one of my best friends in high school. We got each other through a lot of crap. It was a miracle when we decided to go to the same college. (we each individually choose) Then we could look out for each other you know? haha good times.

I remember when we were really little we took a bunch of pictures on her trampoline. That was exciting.

She has brown hair and is short :P She knows sign language...She is pretty legit.

I wish we hung out more....but alas...that's how life goes.

People are busy
-Hot Donna

7

Well... today's questions is your opinion on your body and how comfortable you are with it.

haha These questions are really weird. I guess I'm a huge supporter of loving your body for what it is, because you don't realize how easy it is to manipulate a picture. (trust me, I've done it. I know) Nobody on earth looks like the models in ads or how great they look on tv.

Don't get me wrong. I have my moments just like everyone does. A moment where we need someone to tell us that we look pretty or moments that we need our roomies to help us pick out shoes that will make our outfit.

As for how comfortable I am in it.....well that really depends. haha Honestly it depends on how much clothes I'm wearing. If I'm in a sweater and jeans...Total confidence :).... If I'm wearing a swimsuit....that number goes down greatly.  haha Or it may depend on stupid things like if my legs are shaved or not. :P

I love when my legs are just shaved hahaha

-Hot Donna

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5 things you like about yourself/ think your good at.
That's what today's thing is.

Well I think I'm pretty good at playing guitar.
My eyes are pretty fun looking
I am definately good at making mac n cheese
I like that I have lots of converse.
I like that I like harry potter.

There you have it!

Hope this isn't boring for ya'll. :)
-Hot Donna

5

Today is the subject you love most in school/college and why?

Well I love learning about Advertising :P

I think it's super interesting, plus I like the idea of commercials that I make being on TV. Or seeing my ad's on a billboard. I like the creative process and have a lot of fun doing it.

I am an AD NERD :)
-Hot Donna

4.

Well...day four is write a note to each of your ex's.........hmmm.. Well that doesn't really work for me. hahaha.

I'll write a note.

Dear America.

Stop making healthy food more expensive...Don't cut music/arts programs, because not everyone is cut out to be a sports star... Women CAN be sports announcers. Don't think just because I'm a woman I cook for you, I cook for you, because I love you. Stop telling little girls they need to be like celebs to be loved...and tell them they are beautiful.

Love me.
-Hot Donna

3. I love Converse.

Well Today is the 5 most memorable things that happened to you in 2011...

Well....1. I had my first boyfriend...I think that's pretty memorable haha, people you remember you know :)

2. I finally went to Target Field. I love the Twins, so it was the a good time :)

3. I went to Panama City Beach for spring break....I know what you are thinking....PARTY!!!!   Well it was a party, but contrary to popular belief I didn't drink a single drop of alcohol when I was down there. yay Big Break :D

4. It hasn't happened yet BUT I turn 21 .....in five days.

5. I worked at Camp this summer.

In five days I will have successfully never drank underage...
-Hot Donna

2 day.

Well day two is list lyrics for how you feel right now.

Maybe Ill include a video too... :)

Hmm...well i'm in a really blah mood...But I love this song.. It always makes me feel good...so i'm gonna post that instead.

"If you just hold my hand, baby I promise that I'll do all I can, things will get better if you just hold my hand, nothing can come between us if you just hold my, hold my hand."

I just found out that Micheal Jackson originally sang this...which makes it even better :)
-Hot Donna

30 day challenge....

1. Look up your horoscope and tell us how accurate you think it is...

Oh goody!

Tuesday, Oct 18, 2011

Today's planetary aspects may have you experiencing a little cabin fever. If you have the urge to go off by yourself for a while, do so. Try a new diversion. Drive down a country road you've never explored. Find some antique shops. You probably need a break from your daily routine. You'll feel revitalized.

Well I can definetely tell you that I need a break from daily routine. I will be the first person to tell you that I think my life is super predictable. I always feel lame about that because I am in college and I think that I should be out living life more. while I have the chance you know? 

Maybe I'll go somewhere after class tonight.... 

-Hot Donna

People are brave

Some people just have guts....

I'm sitting in the library lab, and all of a sudden this guy starts talking about how Jesus saved his life and how he wants everyone to consider Jesus to be their own savior... Wow. Talk about guts.  I'm probably a bad person for thinking it wasn't very effective. 

I feel bad because I think a lot of people were just laughing at him, not really listening to him... Maybe they were just shocked that someone would get up in front of all the people and say that stuff.. I kinda am. 

As I looked around, I realized that people weren't even looking up at him, most people were just staring at their computer screens. Maybe they had their headphones in, I admit, I did and I didn't catch everything he said. I only heard the end.

I have a lot of respect for that guy. 

It's good to know that people are still willing to do that kind of stuff.

-Hot Donna.

They don't serve breakfast in hell.

I am so glad that it is fall breather.

Everyone was in need of this break. All of the people I have talked to recently really needed this break. It's funny because I'm pretty sure that I have enough homework to do to keep me busy during this "break time" It's almost like I don't really get one haha.

I don't really think anybody reads this blog anymore... I almost thought of getting rid of it and starting over...but that would probably be silly. Maybe I just don't have passionate thoughts to talk about on here anymore...who knows.

tumblr......WOAH I didn't think you would be able to say that word on here :P because it's like the enemy blog. How do these blogs make money? I bet there are some weird features somewhere that you pay for. I just don't know about them. ha. Maybe I should monetize my blog....not that it sees a lot of traffic. You never know.

So. I am lame. And my birthday is coming up. And every year I try not to get excited about it just to see if people remember when it is....But I always fail haha. It's just because I'm really excited about it. haha I always look forward to that day :) Sadly, this year....my 21 is on a Tuesday...and I have night class that day :( LAME! Oh well.

Trust
-Hot Donna

I remember roaming calves and branding them with iron and coping with the wind and driving rain and prairie fire.

Well Twins baseball is now over. I'm really sad about this, I love sitting down and watching the Twins. Now that's done. It's playoff time now! This excites me because it means it's almost time for  my world series party! All of the games, I will have a party. I am making  it a priority to watch all of the world series games this season. I probably won't care very much who wins, but I still want to watch.

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Drama. Stupid.

I thought we graduated high school. Nobody is here to hold your hand anymore, get used to the real world.

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SO I don't remember if I talked about this or not, but I finally saw Relient K in concert! :) It was so awesome. I have wanted to see them in concert for like five years. I LOVE them, it was fabulous. I was watching it with good company. The last song was my favorite song ever. It was amazing because I finally got to sing all my weird harmony parts with the live band :)  It was so great! The only bad part was they sang a lot of their newer songs and people don't really like then as much as the older songs.

(Above I have provided my favorite song, put to pokemon pictures. I was looking around on youtube today, and I stumbled upon this version of the song.  Relient K music while pokemon pictures play in front of it. I think it is hilarious.)

In the words of Matt: "What was going through this person's mind when they made this. Do they really have nothing better to do. It would be one this if the pictures actually went with the song but they don't. It's Stupid.

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I went to Cabaret. I was super uncomfortable. The funny part is all the sexual scenes didn't bother me as much as all the Nazi's did. It was just horrible. I mean the cast did an excellent job, but man the show just really made me feel weird. ooh Theatre. Why must you always be so controversial.

Just remember, if you give a moose a muffin, it'll ask for more (courtesy of the dating tip jar)

-Hot Donna 

If you want to call me baby, just go ahead now.

I wish  my life was more adventurous. Don't get me wrong, I am very thankful for the life I have. Sometimes I just wish that it wasn't so predictable. 

Get up.

Go to school. 

Go to work.

Come home. 

Go to bed.

It's just lame. College is suppose to be the time in our lives where we stay up until 4 on a Monday night just because we can. Or we make random late-night food runs because we are craving Cheetos. Where we run around in the rain and get soaked because we want to kiss in it, or because we love splashing in puddles. Nobody worried about being cold or getting sick, just worried about not having fun.

I always think about living my life to the fullest. We are so lucky to live where we do, that how can we do anything less? 

I'm going to be super honest. I am absolutely terrified for what is going to happen to me after college. I have no idea what the plan is, or if I will even know anybody when I go there. I try not to think about it.

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This year I have started this new thing called dating. Laugh if you want, but I am totally a noob. I used to feel super bad about it, but now I've just accepted that I would rather ask than assume I know and look like a fool. hahahaha. 

I have learned to embrace my lack of knowledge. haha.

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Today I saw this old couple, they were like 80 years olds, they were walking around and holding hands. It was so adorable. I was thinking about that when I was driving home. I wondered if when old people do that, if they realize how cute it is. Do you think they think things like "haha everyone wishes to be like this when they are this age?" It's probably totally freeing because they don't have to worry about making people feel uncomfortable. Everyone loves seeing things like that because it is so adorable.  I want that for my life.

This is me.

-Hot Donna

It means no worries!

I have an odd thrill of typing out blogs while I am in class.

Anyway something that I have noticed a lot of lately is that professors are always telling us to be prepare and this is due on this day and blah blah. But Then I feel like every other day they are unprepared. Not that it's a bad thing, I just find it super hilarious that they are constantly telling us to be on top of it, but it's OK when they aren't.

Like the camera check out. They stressed and stressed that they wanted us to be on time to return our cameras. That's fine and all, I get it. Be on time so other people can get theirs. But when they guy that checks them out isn't even on time? I don't know. It just seems lame.
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I'm so excited for tonight. I am going to the Lion King, at the movie theater! I get to be a little kid, with my best friend. :D So it's going to be a great time. Haha I'm kinda a nerd.  The Lion King is one of my favorite movies, so I have been looking forward to this for a long time. I was hoping that it would come out on DVD again so I could buy it, but I guess seeing it in theaters will have to do.
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I don't really know much more than this. I could talk about how I love baseball....but I seem to do that more than I really should.  :)

Hakuna Matata
-Hot Donna

Is it to much to just start breathing?

So starting to think about the future is kinda scary. I mean I'm currently writing a cover letter for the internship that would put me on the map. Seriously, It's like "Hello, here is your dream right in front of your face and all you have to do to achieve it is this........write the perfect cover letter."

Dumb.

I mean why do I have to be all business like an official? That's so boring. Why can't I just say something like this. CHOOSE ME BECAUSE IT"S MY DREAM. Trust me, I'm qualified! I promise you won't regret it. Let's be real. Anyone else that you hire will be lame, I will actually work hard. This. Is. What. I. Want. To. Do.

I just really really really want this, it's the perfect step on the way to the Big league. BLAH!

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In other news, I finally got my guitar back. So that is exciting :D It's brand new... I still don't really know how I feel about that one. It's lovely though. Beautiful. I just need to get used to it.

I want a stuffed animal giraffe

-Hot Donna

Oh, What would it take?

Well it's been a while since I wrote a blog.

My roommates watch friends all of the time. It has gotten out of control. Every time that I come home, it is on the TV. They have a problem, they have admitted to the problem.... and to think they are only on season 6...only four to go I guess.

I am really upset that I still don't have my guitar. I brought it in a month ago, and I haven't seen it since. It's really depressing, I have to play everyone else's guitar. I MISS MY BABY!

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Something disgusting that we humans do is complain a lot about our lives. Maybe it's an American thing actually. probably, taking for granted our freedom and such. Anyway, I was reading my friends status today on facebook and she was talking about all this crap she has to do because she's getting married and has school and an internship and blah blah blah.  All I'm thinking is, most people would die for all of the opportunities that you have right now.

Honestly, I'm sure that I do this too, but I just noticed this today. 

We spend so much time trying to "one up" each other with our complains... "Oh well my birthday is when I have night class."   "Yeah well, my dog died yesterday"   I just wish that I was awesome enough to think things like "Hey how nice is it that I am able to go to college and have a shot at a better paying job."  

I guess being grateful for things we take for granted is a hard thing. 

-Hot Donna

Don't Read this. Really.

I hate everyone.

Ick. Here you go. This is your sterotypical blog. with ventings about how stupid my life is.

I have realized that I am a person that doens't procrastinate. Why? because I freak out until it's done. Like I could never go to the mall with a project due that night that I haven't finnished. Stupid. And the only reason I'm in the situation is because I'm not smart enough to know how to save stuff. dumb.

In all honesty it will take around five mins for me to film what's due. But that's not how I opperate. I must have things done before they need to be done. That is who I am. I turn in homework, I wouldn't dream of not doing something. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Nobody takes me seriously.

I hate everyone

This is an emo blog I am sorry if you have read it.

Just let me be a diva. We all have moments of being not happy.
-Hot Donna

You are the only exception.

I was walking to lunch today and I saw this girl with a stripe of color in her hair. Anyway I have always wanted a stripe of purple in my hair. That's one reason I would want to be blonde. Actually that is the only reason I would want blonde hair. So I could easily have color in my hair. (I never want to be blonde)

I am typing this blog at the computer lab in the library, and the key boards are really gross. I wonder how often they clean them, OR if they clean them at all. It's funny because I never would have noticed but the numbers on the keyboard are a different color than the letters haha.

I remember now why I never wanted to take a writing class. I can never get past the intro. I struggle so much with coming up with wonderful ways to word things. I am no good at coming up with all the pointless details for papers. That's why I am Mass Comm- short, sweet, and to the point.

So here I am. Ruining my life.... Why MUST I ALWAYS WORRY! I always over think-everything. I feel so retarded. Why must I be in constant need of affirmation. This is why I want to run far far away.....you start getting close to people, and then you always need them to tell you you're amazing. Blah. Talk about needing some attention. WHY can't you be this...why can't you do that....why can't you look like her. It's all retarded. I feel like an attention whore. But if everyone in the world was an acquaintance, then you wouldn't have so much of your heart invested in people. Golly. I can't imagine such a world. DO you think it would be lonely? Probably. Then I wouldn't do anything stupid either.

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I always enjoy the innocent moments in life. Watching butterflies dance around in the sky. Or looking at trees to see if they are dying, appreciating them when they are full of life. Times that are so precious you just feel safe in them. Moments were you feel like you could spend the rest of your life in. Moments of people talking about their pets and moments where little boys wave at you from the back of a bicycle. A conversation with your father. I guess it reminds me more than anything else that the simple things in life are truly the most rewarding.

Did you know that it takes 3 or 4 generations of butterflies to migrate to Mexico and back?

-Hot Donna

It's you and me forever, It's you and me right now.

Something that I always think is entertaining. This is my third year of college right? And I've just noticed, that sometimes the drama we are dealing with it's like a flashback to high school. For real, it's lame. I wonder if some of it could be avoided by people just minding their own business. 

Well, it's that time of year again. School Time. Now that I'm an upper-class men, all I think about is that I'm almost done with college. That totally scared me, I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I'm guessing that it's a normal thing to feel. 

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I went to check on my guitar the other day. And it turns out that what was wrong with it is covered under warranty, so I may be getting a brand new guitar for free. I'm a little sad about this though, because it will be a different look and such and plus Lincoln(my guitar) and I have been through a bunch together. I don't know, it's the girl coming out in me haha.

OH! I wanted to post my updated cool word list.

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Brothel. Sultry. Squabble. Portal. Squid. Chafe. Sheath. Swallow. Pickle. Pamphlet. Potpourri. Kinky. Fabulous. Concoction. Oops. Flesh. Nunnery. Raunchy. Lips.Sleazy. Oblivion. Peach. Duration. Dungeon. Serendipitous. Tinkle.Booger. Menagerie. Sass. Doily. Cajon. Scuttle. Janky. Nipple. Douche. Preposterous. Equipped. Cheeks. Feisty. Thug. Wicked. Parchment. Blasphemy. Smashing. Mollycoddle. Saucy. Binky. Groan. Brisk. Coitus. Exquisite. Gunk. Bequeath. Jamboree. Passionate. Osculate. Pep. Womb. Brazier.Adulteress. Scampering. Premiere. Hokey. Whims. Puny. Majestic. Crisp. Floozy. Silly.

Life is beautiful
-Hot Donna

She's got that D.I.V.A. thing

So ever since I have been done with camp. I have been sitting around doing a whole lot of nothing. Well of course Facebook was created for people like me. So I have been looking around at my friends stuff and stuff. I've noticed some things about facebook that bother me. Or that I totally ignore.

For example. I think it's just dumb when people have their profile picture as them kissing someone. I mean really, I'm glad you are happy. But that's just shouting LOOK AT ME! We are so special. Exception. If it is a photo at your wedding that doesn't really bother me then. It's usually just cute.  Well actually it only really bothers me if you are taking these pictures yourself.

Emo song lyric status. They are so lovely. I must assume they are of course directed at someone. And then I always wondering what's going on in their lives to why they feel this way.

Bible Verse Status.  Sorry Friends, but I never read these... my apologies.

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I wonder if after a summer of working with little children I have lost all patience. I just feel like I can't deal with peoples humor anymore. It's actually really sad, because I hate being rude to people and I feel like that is something that is seriously happening. 

I don't want to be the diva that always has to be the boss. I just wish people knew when to quit. Like maybe if we always didn't have to be right. The world would be happier. I probably need to accept that too. But imagine if nobody had any pride and we all honestly considered that the other person could be right....  

Or if nobody argued over stupid things that don't matter at all, just for the sake of being right. 

I have probably started arguing back to try and show reason, but there is really no point to do this. They aren't going to change. I should stop taking things so personally.

I can tie a cherry stem with my tongue.

-Hot Donna

Face the Rain

I feel oddly happy right now. So I thought, Hey what a hilarious blog this would make ha, so here goes. I noticed that these two friends on facebook started dating right? And I'm just super happy about it. Which is really interesting because I have probably talked to these people a total of 5 times. It's crazy, because why should this affect me so much? I am not really sure, but I think it's great.

Well now camp is over and I don't really know how I feel. I don't really know what I have learned or what I have gained. I do know that I am ready to move back to school. but camp is always a fun experience. Unless you are my father who apparently had some scarring experience that he won't ever tell me about. If you have an opportunity to work at a camp, do it. It will change your outlook on life. Very rewarding, plus I have met some of my best friend while working at camp.

I was talking to my friend the other day and as I was listening to her thoughts on lots of things. I realized how much our opinions differ. I thought that was cool because it's awesome that we can have such different feelings on things but still be best friends. I don't know, maybe I'm just a dork, but I thought that was pretty special haha.

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This is where I start to pointlessly babble about my life.

......The Twins.......Ugh

I have noticed a pattern about them. It seems to me that whenever I'm about to be around friends from school, they just start being horrible. (Obviously I'm being very selfish about this entire topic) "Oh hey guys, we all know that HotDonna will be away from civilization for a few months, so lets plot to do well when she's away from the world. Then the second that she can come back to the real world we will start losing again, so then all of her friends can talk to her about how much we suck"  Ick. I love you to the end Twins, but really? Do me a favor.

Since it's time to start going back to school it's time for me to organize my room.  It's rough dudes. Because our basement has flooded there is no room for me to start working  on this project. I'm sure lots of folk are having trouble with this. It's just not a fun time. I don't think I have enough time to do it all haha.

Do it for love

-Hot Donna

I like walking in rain.

Today, I was looking at old 90s music videos and I realized how lame some of them are. I was looking at a bunch of boy bands videos. The videos didn't even have a story, all they did was sing there song and then dance around in different locations. It was like "hey we are attractive and we know it. We are so confident in our good looks that we aren't going to be creative and have a plot for our music videos, we will just stand around and dance in front of different things."  It was pretty hilarious though. 

As I age I look more and more at my childhood and at how different it was then. I mean nowadays kids are just getting cell phones out of the womb. Me, I had to wait until I was 16! Goodness and if you are a blessed (yes i said Blessed) kid to have to wait for your cell phone, you sit and complain about how you don't have one. Man kids these days ;)

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It is the last week of camp and I am ready for it to be done. I miss school (crazy, I know). I'm ready to be responsible for only myself. It shall be a great feeling I am sure.

I kinda want to get into yoga. I will have to take a class on it. I want to at least try it, I think it would be a blast :) 

Tell me a Harry Potter pickup line

-Hot Donna

Stand up now, get up off the ground.

I was wasting time mindlessly surfing the Internet, and I stumbled upon this weird quote.  

"Love is a Condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."

It's funny, I have spent my entire summer striving to not let the happiness of other people determine my own happiness. What this quote says to me, is that you love someone if - they are happy, you are happy... Like you would then put all your effort into making this person happy, because then you are twistedly making yourself happy?       I guess I still don't really understand what I need to do.

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I wonder how much the people on E news actually make. Do they make a legit amount of money bashing all the celebrities and talking about how people's gowns suck?

I realize that I demand fairness. This summer, it has become very clear to me that if something is unfair (at least toward me) I get super upset. I haven't really decided if that's just because I've become self-absorbed and just want what is best for me or if I actually want it to be fair for everyone. 

Looking to discover myself

-Hot Donna

There's only one thing left to do. Drop all I have and go with you.

hmm Well I am ready to go back to moorhead and see my friends. It's really weird because you would think camp is a good place to go and unwind....but in reality I just feel super stressed out all the time. Don't ask me why I don't really know. Do you think that happens for lots of people? Like "yes i'm unhappy but i'm not really sure why." Maybe I'm crazy. I miss the Dairy Queen.

I went to the new Harry Potter movie. Fantastic! So amazingly good, I was very pleased. 

Do you ever feel like you can't express how much you actually like a specific thing because you don't want people to think you are coping them? I guess that goes against my hope to not care what people think, but still. I want to like some random thing that doesn't matter just as much as the next person.  I want to have a favorite line in the movie....maybe it's the same as yours.

The other day I was wondering how life would be if we didn't all stare at the ground as we would walk. If we all walked with our heads up would we be a more confidence species? Maybe we would all appreciate the beauty of the world more. We could be leading happier lives possibly. 

I love baseball

-Hot Donna

In honor of the last movie of my childhood.

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Why does our brokenness keep whispering

Something I think is important to remember for a happy life.

Accepting the fact that sometimes you just need to do things to make yourself happy. Living your life to please your friends will just end up with you being cranky and old in the end. Doing things because you want to will let you truly live your life. I know I don't want to look back at my life and say that I was terribly unhappy, but at least everyone liked me. My prayer is that people will still love you even if you do for yourself once and a while.

Another thing that I think is rewarding is being Brave. Seriously. Take some random risk and then you will feel awesome about it. It's time that people just stand up and do things, instead of being scared. I am someone who is basically scared of everything stupid. So I'm making a pledge to overcome my silly fears. 

I LOVE french bread. It's so yummy and tasty. It's good that I don't eat it all the time or else I would gain like 1000 pounds. hehehe I wonder what it would be like to live where you could eat as much as you wanted and never gain any weight. Like if everyone lived this way. Would we be eating all the time? Would people make contests out of it? bahaha but then nobody would lose because they could eat forever. Food probably wouldn't taste as good if we were always eating. 

Remember you are strong, You are Brave.

-Hot Donna

Walks will haunt.

I finally made it to target field today! It was fabulous. :) Although it was super hot, I loved every second. I am some kind of freak female, actually liking baseball. I feel weirdly at peace there... at baseball fields i mean. My favorite times there are when I'm there by myself and I can go stand on the pitchers mound and pitcher screaming fans.... I do weird things haha

Of course they did that kiss cam business. And then someone proposed :) I always enjoy when that happens.

Everyone needs something to be passionate about right? For example My sister is really into dance, so whenever she needs an escape she just runs off and dances. How cool is that? I think we all have something kind of like that. Something to be excited about. 

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My paranoia with other people driving has reached its peak. About three weeks ago this super crazy thing happened, and now I am always freaking out when other people drive long distances....meh Not GOOD. but It's really hard for me to not worry about it. Hopefully in time that will go away.

Holding out for a hero

-Hot Donna

How He Loves

Letter for Whoever.

Dear you,

Hey you are pretty great if you are reading this. Honestly, I love you a lot. Don't forget. Ever.

I'm writing this because I needed a place to short my thoughts. It's easier for me to type this out than to write it. 

Anyway my friend really really loves his gal, how do I know, you ask? Well, I can see that he is really troubled by the fact that he can't be there for her. That's a real man. Someone who puts his lady first, someone who puts everyone before himself. I strive to be like that. Totally willing to put everyone's needs before my own.

I guess being a man isn't like what everyone says it's about. It's not about having people making you sandwiches. It's about offering to cook once and a while. And it's not how many sports facts you can rattle off, but if you remember an anniversary.  It's not "what can you do for me,woman", it's "how can I help you?"

Maybe I've finally figured out what being a guy is all about. It might not be every guys mindset, but hey I think eventually ,hopefully, everyone comes to this point. Deep down I think everyone wants to do this, find one person who they want to totally bend over backward for.

I think we all can learn a great lesson about love from this story. If we truly care about the ones we love, we would make sure that we put them first. It goes both ways, if both people are doing this...and genuinely want too....then it's beautiful.

May be beginning to understand

-Hot Donna

I swear we were born to let you down.

Why is nothing ever good enough? I mean look at our world. We need more, more food, bigger TVs, beastly looking vehicles and more money. If I have realized anything in the last month, it's that I'm usually complaining about something. How stupid is that? honestly, my life is pretty good compared to what it could be. I mean it could be something as stupid as whining about a lifeguard whistle. Golly, There are so many bigger things to worry than if you are going to have a whistle. 

     

I need to become more thankful for things in my life. Maybe we all do. I just wonder why I can't be satisfied with my life as it is. I want it to be enough, but something just isn't lining up. My mind needs to be cleansed or something. 

Tired of being ungrateful

-Hot Donna

Was it just a dream or was it something much more?

So I love running around in the rain. It's really awesome. It's a pretty liberating feeling. If it wasn't so cold I think that I would have sat out there a lot longer. hehe I wonder why I like running around in rain so much. Maybe it's because I feel like a little girl again. Maybe it's because I've seen way to many movies where cheesy romantic scenes where they kiss and run to each others arms.... Lame.. Mostly, it's because I just enjoy the freedom that comes with it.

My friend has this crazy idea to walk up to random people in target or where ever and whisper under your breath "panties" bahaha. She is so crazy. It's funny though because I can just imagine her doing this in target and laughing as she walked away...

So this summer I am working on making eye contact with people. and as I'm writing this I am practicing my eye contact skills. 

The Twins are making me very proud! winning a bunch of games lately... :) I am so pumped 

I would trust Hagrid with my life

-Hot Donna

Challenge What the future holds

Reasons I'm scared to grow up.

* I have no idea what a Roth IRA is....

* I will have to enter the "real world"

* Yay, paying all my own bills

* I really don't understand any kind of banking lingo...

* I am going to have to call and order pizza :(

* Work.

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I'm watching the Suze Orman show. She is a finance expert, it's awesome. I have no idea what she is talking about half of the time. That's kinda frustrating. How can I possibly be wise with my money if I don't know random ways to invest it.

I'm pretty pleased with myself because I'm finally making steps on making my own choices. When I say that I mean not choosing things to please other people, but deciding things on my own. It's empowering let me tell ya. I'm pumped because I have been working toward this for a while, so it's pretty exciting.

Now that I'm officially on my downhill stretch of college, I'm thinking more and more about the future and what I want to do with my life. It's really weird to think that I've already completed two years of school. CRAZY. and my sister is a senior in high school? That is so weird to think about, my parents will be empty nestors soon.

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Try and keep your head up to the sky 

-Hot Donna

It's been a year filled with problems...

It's really interesting to think about how much I have changed in a year. Or how much Life has changed in a year haha. I mean a year ago, I hadn't met some of my best friends. I was definitely a lot worse at playing guitar. I was closer to my sister because I was only one year out of high school. Different people were important to me. 

It's odd to look back and see how different your life really is. I mean, I was terrified to baby sit little children all summer, and now all I do is work with kids. I was a theatre major, and now I want to advertise? It's so crazy how soon life changes. 

I've also chilled out a lot. I use to be crazy off the wall, always have energy. Man, I'm getting old. I don't like it. No more being lazy for me, I promise.

This is just something I was thinking about and I thought it would be cool for us all to look back to last summer and think about what has changed.

I find my paradise, when you look me in the eyes
-Hot Donna

You should have said "Nice to meet you, I'm your other half."

I complain a lot. 

It's something that I realize is a problem. Why do have a bad attitude about everything?  I want to be thankful about all the new opportunities being presented in my life, but something inside me is just evil and nasty. Wanting to be lazy, or being unhappy if it doesn't go my way. I have been that way for a long time. It's sad, I know that I am so blessed to be having all these chances, but for some reason I'm just a crab about everything. 

Maybe I'm just becoming more vocal about everything. MAYBE I just expect everyone to cater to what i want. (not exactly true) It's probably because I rely so much on other people to make me happy. NOT GOOD.

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I am an official lifeguard now. That's pretty exciting. Today when we were canoeing down the river, I got to be a lifeguard. Man, it was a pretty sweet feeling, I felt pretty empowered and all that jazz. It was a good time. It proved to be really difficult though, because halfway through my arms and body was just SUPER tired. Probably comes from two days in a row of hard swimming/water activities.

And you dared to stare right back

-Hot Donna

They said we're lost and we don't have a choice.

I figured on my last day of being able to blog for a while, it would be a good idea to do so. Tomorrow I go to camp for the summer. Which is interesting, I mean, They are trusting me with kids. I guess I have been working with them for a while. It's really weird because I used to be afraid of kids. Now I just can't get away from them lol.


Ice Skating. I would really like to learn how to ice skate. How fun would that be? Even if I fell on my butt all the time, I feel like I would really enjoy it. It just looks so COOL! My mom apparently used to have ice skates, but I have never seen this ability to skate.

When they train you for the army...do they have a section on what to do if you are taken prisoner? I'm watching this movie with my sister and these guys in the army are taken. So I wonder if they are trained for that kind of stuff. I would be so afraid. They are very brave men and women.

What they call you doesn’t matter.  What you answer to does.
-Hot Donna

Stop categorizing yourself and don't allow anyone else to categorize you. Make it clear that you're a unique person. Labels will only limit your potential. Why settle for a fixed range of personal traits, opinions, and tastes when you can be open and free to explore everything there is to explore?

Why do our failures seem to have a voice?

One thing I love about old Disney movies is the humor in them. Like you watch them now that you can understand everything that's going on and they are just hilarious. I watched Hunchback of Notre Dame today. There was this one part where the captain said this to his horse (Achilles) "Achilles, Heel!" Oh man I got a good hearty laugh from that line. So clever. I know this isn't the only movie that Disney does this. I know in Aladdin there is a part where Genie says "Al, your Back!....and your front." bahaha I love it.

So there are three days before I go to camp. I am determined to take a nap during one of these days. I know that the second I get to camp there will be no more sleeping ha. 

Being an Advertising major I find joy in commercials and things of that nature. Well, as you all know I'm sure, I watch Twins. Anyway I really appreciate the public relations crap they do. Like always talking about the Boys and Girls club and how they support it. Or How their watering system is super high-tech because they use recycled rain water.

You are worth it ALL!

-Hot Donna

The Raven

Happiness.

        -finding your musical soul mates

        -finding something you thought you lost

        -when he smiles at you

        -spinning around in the rain

        -unexpected texts

        -feeling pretty

        -winning an argument

        -getting letters in the mail

        -noticing something you never had

        -slipping on a new pair of shoes

        -cheering something up

        -knowing everything will be okay

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I really enjoy the travel channel. Including the show Man vs. Food, a show about this guy who does a food challenge every show. I think it's pretty funny because he has this new show where Americans are doing the food challenge not him. Noticing that he has gained some weight, I wonder if that has anything to do with the new show :P

Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

-Hot Donna

All she wants is just that something to hold on to

The question of the hour:
Why do we as humans care so much about what other people think? Why do we constantly have to be pleasing other people, what is there to gain from that? I mean, I really don't think people get pleasure from sacrificing everything they are to make everyone else happy. When do we decide that it's time to concentrate on what makes us happy? To realize that being the person other people want you to be isn't necessarily what will make you happy.

It's time to be comfortable enough with yourself that you do things you want, because you want too. Not to please the world.
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I had an interesting conversation with my sister today, she was talking about her irrational love for certain people. I talked about my irrational fear of lots of things....  I looked up the definition of irrational:

"without the faculty of reason; deprived of reason."   Made me realize that I have no reason to fear most of the things I do, I have made a personal goal to get over all my lame fears. Like Calling to order pizza, Calling boys, Going through the drive through, having people in my space. The list goes on.

Don't apologize for being you.

-Hot Donna

You Better Not Poke My Face.

So I'm watching baseball. (surprise?!?!) I really think that they shouldn't be able to have facial hair. Maybe it's because I usually prefer clean faces, I also think it's more professional. Anyway, the person that sparked this thought is the pitcher for the diamondbacks... He had like a weird neck beard thing going on...It was icky. Seriously, there was no hair on his actually face, it was all below his chin. Gross.

I'm at home now, and whenever I come home I realize how things are still changing here. For some reason I think everyone should be the same as I left it. I still think my sister is a freshman...and now she is a senior :S. One of my best friends is graduating tomorrow and I can't wrap my mind around it. It's funny that I think that everything is going to be the same. The world keeps spinning, you know?

Life's short (as is this post) Eat dessert first.
-Hot Donna.

So I'm watching my friend playing Super Mario Galaxy 2 ( yes I know we have lives... :P) Anyway there are these cool star things called lumas. This brings out the total girl in me, but I would really like a plush version. I think it would be super great.

While I'm in this girly mood and talking about plushy toys. It's my lifelong dream for someone to win me something at a carnival for me. I know, I know super lame right? I don't care, every girl has weird dreams like that, no matter what they are telling you.

I had a really good chat with my mother today about over thinking and worrying. It reminded me of this saying I read somewhere 80% of the things we worry about don't even happen. So here marks the day of worrying less and enjoying life.


I want to go cosmic bowling

Lately, I have discovered bold and italics, I'm trying to regularly work them into my blogs. Honestly? I think they look super fly.

The problem with optimism is that sometimes the answer is negative
-Hot Donna