college

I've been realizing lately that when you go to college and hear about other people's stories... it really puts your life in perspective. Like "oh wow, my life didn't actually suck in high school, it could have been way worse."

Just meeting people who have struggles, and there is nothing you can do about it... it is kinda heartbreaking.  

I just wish that sometimes I knew what to say....

-J

I think that internships are just stressful... they get your hopes up when they interview you...

And then they crush you.

It is the age-old question. How can you get the more experience you need if you can't get the job to give you experience?

Plus everyone on earth is competing for the jobs that I want...

I may just stay at Justice for the rest of my life.d

How much I need the internet.

So this morning the internet in my apartment went out. I called the people to fix it and they needed to send someone over to come and fix it here... pretty basic stuff I guess.

but when I was preparing to wait for them... I was thinking silly things like "oh i can go on the internet while I wait for them to fix the internet".... Wrong.

Or I was thinking "Oh i could just check my bank account" ... Nope.

I can finish that Study Guide... Oh that's online too..

I then realized how much of our world is online. Not just surfing the web stuff.  It would be very hard to go to college without a computer. Everyone has their homework online. Plus nobody wants to sit on campus all day to get your work done. 

Something to think about

-Hot Donna

I will post one of my messed up dreams on here

SO of course I had an awesome dream last night.

It started out and I was part of an MSUM theatre production...I was a little slave girl role, and the lines that I said didn't even make sense with what was going on in the play. Put the stage design is horrible and we are all inside a building and the only way the audience can see us is if you are in front of the little door. So I get up to say my

line, but the audience thinks that the show is over so they start clapping... So i just pretend to say my line and then go back to my place... Oh yea and guess who is the lead?? Roy Mustang... Then we get to this final number and everyone is flying around on broomsticks and I'm sad because Nobody heard my line AND I don't have a broomstick... Then I find one and am flying around and the show is done. So we go to greet people.... and This little girl is like following me around because I was her fav character. And I was going to go to the bathroom. and she wanted to follow me there too... All of the sudden I'm back in my elementary school boys locker room... but it's super updated. Now there is an underground path to the girls locker room... So i check that out.. and they have this person guarding the path, and to move on you have to make a basket in the hoop. Now this area is like a frozen path. SO i try to make a few baskets and miss because I'm wearing this cowboy hat. I take off the hat and am about to make the basket when it turns into this flying thing and i try to chase it... Now all of the sudden my teacher from my sports and media class is telling me that to advance to the next level I have to catch the flying machine thing using a piece of paper to fly... So I'm using it kinda like a kite to fly my body around ( I don't know where the lil girl is at this point.) so I'm flying all around to get on this flying craft... and then I'm about to get on the flying machine...

and my alarm goes off.

Well, I survived Black Friday working in retail.  It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. For how busy it was it was a really slow moving day. 

I don't have any deep thing to talk about today haha. So I guess I will shamelessly advertise my FMfood blog. 

www.fmfoodblog.wordpress.com

Thanksgiving

Well it seems fitting that I would talk about all the things I'm thankful for in life... or a least a few of the many things that I'm thankful for..

So here is a little list:

Family: OK so this one might be a little obvious, but oh well. I feel really lucky because I'm always able to count on my parents, they will be there to help me out of any jam. I also really appreciate the fact that my mom can talk to me on the phone basically whenever I call her. 

Justice: This might be kinda lame but I'm thankful for that place. I have a job that is enjoyable. A job that helps me buy food and stuff it's pretty great. I'm also grateful for the girls that work there, they are a hoot :P

School: I'm blessed because I was given a chance to go to college and I'm also thankful that I'm almost done :D

I'm also thankful for people that actually read my blog. Thank you.

-Hot Donna

Running

So I was chatting with a friend about this book study I have been going too.

Man, he just knows what he believes, it's really something to admire. Don't get me wrong, I think it's totally great...but it really made me want to run away. I just want to escape all of it. People with their strong opinions make me feel like I don't know what I think...not that they try too. It definitely happens tho.

What would it be like to run away and no longer have any worries or cares?

Is that what it's like to be married....you just run away from the world.... and then deal with life as it comes?

Anyway my friend said some pretty beautiful stuff... like when I asked him if he was scared of dying he just shrugged it off... I couldn't believe it... I am totally scared of death. And then he said this  "It's just like going home"  --- I thought it was beautiful.

We also talked about how much has changed in the last four years and it's really true. We have all grown into very different people. Some of us will run off to do missionary work. Others are going to more school, or even getting married...

It's just really odd to think about how this time in our lives is almost over...

Long saturdays

I really am ready for school to be over.

Today. I sat on the computer all day... writing a paper. of course that comes with being on facebook and pintrest and tumblr and whatever else I did.. But i will tell you that I'm really excited for the days when I don't need to do that because I can knit something or watch tv.

Yeah I could do that now... but there is always that looming ghost of your homework that needs to be done.

Basically, I would like winter break to be here.

Friends are getting married!?

I really hope that I can get back into blogging. 

Anyway, I've recently been asked to be a Maid of Honor in a wedding... WOAH crazy?! One of my closest friends is getting married?  Five years ago I never thought that would be happening, but I think it will be a pretty cool experience. I have been looking at somethings that MOHs are actually responsible for and it seems to be this.

1. Help the bride..... all the time.

2. Communicate with bridesmaids

3. Plan a rocking bachelorette party.

4. Help the bride some more.

I'm wondering how crazy this is going to be. haha Well we are in for an interesting ride.