Man have things turned around. I originally started a tumblr so that nobody would read my private thoughts, then friends got tumblr and I just posted less and less of my original thoughts....how wack is that? Now It's gotten to the point where nobody reads my blogger anymore haha. Actually I think that is for the best.
Summer is rough. We are like three weeks in and i'm struggling. I just feel like i'm running around like a chicken with my head cut off. I don't really know what's wrong, and I don't really know how to fix it....or know if I want too..
It's really interesting. I miss James. Tons. I also realized that he was kinda my only friend lol. My mom says that that is what happens. And I know that she is telling the truth, but then when they are gone...you are left with the internet.
I mean he is still there, like he still talks to me. but i mean he is busy with work and stuff....like i wish I was. Man. I need more things to do. Or something to keep me distracted. I just need to start playing guitar more. yes. I think that's true. So I can practice my song I want to play for boyf in june.
