...Well, tonight I have made a fool of myself.
I have completely expressed my emotionalness...and i can't take it back...
I don't know if it's worse being ignored..or waiting for them to wake up.
I feel bad. I hate that I need to have constant words of hope. Affermation.
What a silly girl I have become.
Hardest week of my life.
This sucks. Why do I need to go through this?
Yes it could be a lot worse. I know that. But this sucks too. I'm trying to see the positive...but it's really hard at two in the morning.
