Circus

So I totally scored yesterday. I was with my mom at the mall and this guy who was running the pillow pet cart had tickets to the circus that he wasn't going to use.

So he gave them to my mom and me.

SCORE!

I was so excited, my mom was leaving to go home, so I took boyfriend.  It was really exciting because I really wanted to go, but the whole money thing you know?

So we are there and we are sitting waiting for the show to start. They are selling those light up toys everywhere. I remember my grandpa buying those for us when we went to the circus when we were little. James kept talking about how people where throwing their money away. But I was anxious for the moment to come.

The moment when they turn out all the lights, and all of the kids little glowing toys are the only light you can see. There is something really magical about that. Looking around and seeing the glowing swords and hats. It's beautiful :D

-Hot Donna

Today.

So today won of my friends passed away from cancer... It's really a sad thing...


I look at this Facebook page and see how everyone writes a little note to him...  I have missed feelings about writing on his wall.  Maybe it's something we do to comfort ourselves in the grieving process, maybe he can actually see what people are writing.


Nobody really knows, and that's the scary thing about dying. We all have different things that we think are going to happened.  


I guess it's just another adventure.
-Hot Donna

no day but today

Man o man. My posting on this blog has sky rocketed lol.

Anyway, one of my friends from high school has cancer.... and was told that he has three weeks to live.

SCARY!

How terrifying is that? I mean we never really think about that kind of thing because we are so young. But to have someone tell you how much time you have left....heart breaking.

It's just not right, we are young....we shouldn't have to deal with this....there is so much life to live you know?

It really reminds me of this line from the movie "courageous"  It was something along this line: are you going to bitter about the time you don't have, or thankful for the time you had to spend together.

I just really feel helpless.
-Hot Donna

What to do in a small town

Currently I'm back in my home town for spring break.  OF COURSE it's a super small town and there are limited things to do...   I just wanted to make a lil list so ya'll understand what I'm doing with my break.

• Watch TV.  For real, like every night I'm watching the "popular" TV shows. Tonight for example my mom told me we will be watching the voice haha. I watch a lot of  TV
• Listen to my sister practice her Beauty and the Beast part.  It's bringing back good memories.
• Sit on the computer.  Whenever I am at home, i spend basically all time I'm not eating on my computer.
• Applying for internships.  Must. Focus. On. Future
• Eat.  I eat so much at home.
• Go out with my mom and her hens to eat.   More eating.
• Talk on the phone.  James is kind enough to talk to me on the phone once and a while :P
• Around the House projects. For example yesterday we worked on the bathroom.

• Hang out with pals. (that happened once) 

This is what I'm doing over break.  Living the high life.
-Hot Donna

KONY?

So this Kony 2012 business...   at first I was all like OMGOSH EVERYONE WATCH THIS VIDEO.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=Y4MnpzG5Sqc

Then I see this post my friend posted about how they are all frauds and yadda yadda
http://visiblechildren.tumblr.com/

At this point. I have absolutely no idea who's correct. It shouldn't shock me. Someone is getting serious viral attention and other people are criticizing it. It's our world. It's about politics.

I just don't know who to believe.

 And that's what scary, someone is trolling and I wanna know who.

Am I really so weak minded that I can't see what's really going on here?

-Hot Donna